It was at night, outside were raining heavily with thunder and all I have is a candle with me. There is a sudden blackout and it's creepy! My whole neighbourhood were out of electricity and it was so dark out there! Oh.. I wanna get outta here!

She is BACK!! Loving the new single from Brit!!

http://perezhilton.com/2009-09-29-new-britney-take-a-listen

I just came back from London for more than 2 weeks time probably. No matter how, I do still miss London the most. I could say how much I missed it over and over again! I didn't really go out and enjoy myself while I'm back here. Cause I didn't feel like doing anything.

After a week since I'm back here, I went off to the city with my little sister. I just couldn't believe what I saw and people around me were just so irritating. It was suppose to be a shopping spree with my little sister, but I end up spending more than 3 hours at Starbucks with 2 cup of drinks!

WHY??

1) Fake things are overloaded!
All these fake thgy are even taller than Mt. Kinabalu! Damn it! I went to the left, there is the fake bag! Just name it, they have all those famous label that you are dying for! To the right, shirt with the label NIKE were sold for less than 5pounds!

2) For the girls...
Ladies, if you are gonna wear that mini or long dress or skirt of yours, could you please make sure that your underwear line didn't show off?! That is totally a big wrong wrong fashion crime! People are kinda stupid in fashion over here thou. It's true! Most of the ladies department are selling off season clothes! H&M is much better!

This is how disgusting it looks like. So ladies, think smart and this is so wrong! I didn't only saw these during the day time. It also happened in the club! Ladies are looking hot but when their underwear line came out, it totally turn me off! They are so fake! (another fake thing) They are just these ladies with 'okay' type of body, sexy dress with visible underwear line, cheap make up, fake lashes, and fake attitudes! (i can write a book about it!)

P/S: I didn't capture this picture.

3) Fake PEOPLES are overloaded!
If you didn't have that superstar look, don't push too hard to make it happen!!!!!!! CAUSE IT WON'T WORK AND IT'S GONNA TURN UGLY! These people are insane! If you don't look good, then just let it be. Don't ever ever put too much hair spray and get rid with that stupid attitudes!

Sometimes I was wonder, how did I get thru all these for the last 20years?

Jesselton Point is an old harbour right in Kota Kinabalu. Me, my lil sister and brother were just sitting over here and enjoy the sunset view. We were waiting for my 2nd sister basically. She came back from Labuan, as its Raya holiday this season. Wonder will she bring wine back for me! Its been a year since i meet this skinny ass!

"Papa, please don't leave..."
A girl with full of tears kept on begging to her dad, whom is lying inside this brown chocolate coffin. Every relatives and friends tried their best to hold on and be strong.

Uncle Charles, an uncle of mine who just lived couple of houses away from ours, had actually delivered us a bad news just this morning. His families were all gathered in his house in this evening to see him for the last time. I never actually meet Uncle Charles or in a way, i might forgot that I did. My dad talks a lot about him when I was still at home last year. But I've meet his wife and some of his children before I went off to UK. None of the family member could take the news. The place is just fulled of sadness and everyone just tried their best to comfort the family member with a hug.

RIP and we all love you a lot, Uncle Charles. xx

I missed London a lot! I was almost nearly going nuts when I'm back here! Me and Jackson were actually cursing the weather at first went we landed at the airport. We were cursing on the spot like mad people and even my friend were laughing at both of us. Man, how I wish I could just go back to London once more! It's like everyone wish to get back home, but why am I the only who wants to get my arse out of the home even when I haven't stay there for at least 24hr?!

I basically need a physiology doctor to check me out. Just in case if I'm going completely nuts with all these reality that I couldn't accept! Just so lost when I'm back to Malaysia. Helpless, is what I felt. Once, I had it in my facebook: I'm back and sticking my ass under this hot weather! If I didn't find a way to leave here soon, God knows what will happen to me!!

A view just right from a park nearby my housing area! Gonna miss peeps who smoke weeds around here!

My eyes were totally swollen effected by the surroundings. I don't know how and why. Humidity and hot weather makes me felt uncomfortable! Slow connection is making me mad a lot and I don't even bother to unpack all my stuff! Just wish I'm back to London!!

My Twitter were almost about me posting my pissed off life back here!

1. I need a proper wine, man, sex and British accent to make me forget that I'm actually in Malaysia!25 minutes ago from TwitterFox
2. I still felt hot after a cold shower! Malaysia memang boleh!!about 3 hours ago from TwitterFox
3. @iliep I can't take it anymore!about 4 hours ago from TwitterFox in reply to iliep
4. Argh!! I can't stand for 24hours @ my house!! I'm so pissed!!about 7 hours ago from TwitterFox
5. @jacksonyee Bring e if you leave!!about 7 hours ago from TwitterFox in reply to jacksonyee
6. I'm growing bump in UK and temper in Malaysia!! Anger management!! =/about 10 hours ago from web
7. It's hot, I can't find my phone, my mom is nagging a lot, my house is a mess and I need to shout at least 5 times today in the morning!! _l_about 14 hours ago from TwitterFox
8. Still attached with London!! ='(about 15 hours ago from TwitterFox
9. I hate the weather!! _l_about 16 hours ago from TwitterFox
10. @tracy_yong I like the long flight! As long as it takes me ages to reach Msia, I'm ok!! =)about 16 hours ago from TwitterFox in reply to tracy_yong
11. @iliep LOL!! I wish!! xxabout 16 hours ago from TwitterFox in reply to iliep
12. I'm back and I hate it!! Let me back to London please!! T.T5:58 PM Sep 7th from web
13. @iliep I'm back ady! Let's see how lah.. You should inform me earlier thou. =) xx5:55 PM Sep 7th from web in reply to iliep
14. Tweet tweet tweet!! 2days of parties making me nuts!! WuhoO!!! =)5:44 PM Sep 6th from web
15. @iliep 10th?! I'd be back Sabah on the 7th!! What lah u...?!?!?!5:44 PM Sep 6th from web in reply to iliep
16. I didn't feel like home!! ='(6:04 PM Sep 3rd from web

I need a drink right now. A drink to make me totally forget where I am! Seriously... Someone, just a person, please kidnap me, save me and get me outta here!! I would appreciate it a lot!!!

2nd September, in which I've been in London for almost nearly a year. Can't believe time just passed so fast. Even Zuzana were back from her 3 months holidays. I just can't accept the reality that I'm gonna leave so soon! Everything were done in such a rush. Felt like I didn't have enough time to even say goodbye to everyone.

The place that I've been living for. From these....

TO--> These:

Packing up shit baby! My room is such a mess and packing ain't the best thing to do! ='(

Farewell ain't easy.
Goodbye ain't easy to say too.
Mostly to the people that you adore and they were always beside you all the time.
Your memories were built up by their surrounding.
When it's time to leave, all you could say is Thank you for the memories and see you.
Never say goodbye as you'd meet them up again! =)

31st Aug, BBQ party @ Hippo's crib! Lovely BBQ with all your adorable friends! ♥

The 2 lovely boys who had accompany me just like bodyguards! =p

A group photo:
NORMAL SHOOT
TO: KINKY/HORNY!!!

1st Sept, Nando's dinner with the other crew! ♥

Left-Right: J, Peili, Gan

Left-Right: Me, Zuzana, Jack

My adore Bro!! xx

I can't believe I'm just gonna leave just like this. It's too much! T.T
I can't even believe I broke down to tears and it was right in the station! LOL!
But I just can't help it. Leaving so soon ain't my choice dolls.

P/s: Dearest all, thanks for everything and glad to meet up with you guys! Wish you all the best and take care! Keep in touch dolls! ♥ xx